Friday, March 26, 2010

stress melampau.....

mggu yg menekankn dr setiap segi...
mental
fizikal
emosi...
segala bercampur baur...
mcm2 terjadi...
dgn segala test yg dtg n segala result yg mengecewakn diri...
di tmbh fizikal ak yg krg menyenangkn...
serta emosi yg agak bercelaru...

kpd yg berkaitan
jage la bf anda sebaik2 mungkin...
sy x mahu mengikut ketidak matangan bf anda...
jeles x menentu+menyerang membabi bute=mmg nk mati
ikotkn hati ni mmg nk je blasah mamat tu smpi patah riuk...
nseb la johor ngan kl tu jauh....
kalo x mmg da ajak gado dah....

ak dah biase dah....
mbr2 yg ak knl crik ak bler ssah jer....
time snang xde pon nk crik ak....

Thursday, March 18, 2010

baik-baik sayang


aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
sudahi air mata darimu
yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
kan menghapus lukamu sayang

karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

reff:
hanya satu pintaku
untukmu dan hidupmu
baik-baik sayang
ada aku untukmu

hanya satu pintaku
di siang dan malammu
baik-baik sayang
karna aku untukmu

semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
sekuat semampuku, sayang
karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

repeat reff

khas tok org yg di cintai....

bila hati kembali berdegup kencang

bila hati mula nk bertenang...
ada saja dgaan dtg mencabar....
jika dlu ak masih boleh menatap gambar dia...
skrg ni hati ni betul2 terluka...
bila melihat dia bersama org lain....
luka lama x hilang lg kini ku rasakn makin parah....
masih adakah ruang tuk ak dlm hatinya...
adakah dia masih memerlukn ak??
adakah dia masih ingat siapa ak??
mungkinkah pilihan yg ak buat tepat??? 

setelah seminggu

alhamdulillah...
dh seminggu sejak Tok Guru Nik Aziz mengetuai solat meminta hujan (solat istisqa')
menurut akhbar Harakah baru rakaat pertama hujan dh pun turun...
sebaik memberi salam hujan berhenti...
menjelang tghari rakyat Kelantan tlah melihat petanda2 hujan bakal turun...

seperti mendapat tempias dr doa seorg ulama kini negeri2 lain turut hujan...
kwsn tmpt blaja ak Bt. Pahat, johor turut mula hujan bermula jumaat lpas(ptg slps Tok Guru menunaikn solat Istisqa')
Alhamdulillah....
doa seorg ulama termakbul....

ak harap pemimpin2 Pakatan Rakyat lain boleh lead solat Istisqa' mcm Tok Guru


Monday, March 08, 2010

i'm loner

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My heart hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

# Repeat

Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)


I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.

Sunday, March 07, 2010

aku keliru tp hampir pasti dlm mencari jwpn

dgn bnde yg bru je ak bce td...
ak btol2 jdi keliru...
yg mane 1 btol yg mane 1 slah??
ak hmpir membubat pilihan yg ak rase membolehkn semua tenang...

mungkin pilihan yg ak buat ni memakan mase buat ak sendiri & mungkin akn menghantui ak kembali suatu hari nnt...
tp sekurang-kurangnye buat mase ni ak cube memberikn ketenangan pd semua...

terima kasih pd semua yg telah mendengar & memberikn pendapat2 yg bernas

mereka2 yg tlah menolong diri ini :

1. min (the only man)
2. nurhayati
3. haziqah
4. nabilah amir
5. mira adnan

cik fazren x dpt membantu krn bz dgn outstation

merci beaucoup

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

aku perlukn pendapat yg bernas

pilihan yg ade :

A. aku terus menunggu 
B. perlahan2 aku pergi & menghilangkn diri tnpe berita
C. aku berterus terang & berhadapan kemungkinan yg x terjangke

dlm keadaan x menentu ni ak perlukn pendapat2 korg sumer...
tlg jgn bg serabot lg otak ni....
just need to choose 1 of the answers above...
lain2 cdangan akn dipertimbangkn....

Ya-Allah, tenangkn hati hamba-Mu ini...

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